I know I'm not the perfect 1 in the world, I know... everybody hates me, but what can I do,
I can't say no in my life, I can't say "I hate it", I can't even says "I don't like it", but who knows I regret for everything I have done, I regret 2 be in this world, I regret 2 live here, I regret for knowing them, I regret ... but nobody know how I'm feeling, Nobody wants 2 know how my life goes on, Nobody knows how I desire 2 have someone I can talk with, n who knows how many times I have cried in my pillow, WHO KNOWS?
I Felt it, I don't know it's juz me or something, I felt like I've been hated by many ppl, this year, sitting in the class room, seeing the classmate around me, I juz felt like I'm not supposed 2 be there, all my classmates playing in group, only me, juz sitting at the corner of the classroom, been ignore by everybody, like I din't exist, they hurts me everyday, by saying satirize word, I've been scolded by them in group, calling me a rubbish, saying my parent's are dead, BELIEVE ＭＥ It doesn't felt gud, I tolerate them once and once again, but they keep doing them same thing, at the time...I keep telling myself, 'I can't cry,I can't...if I cry...they will be even happier， I can't let them succeed ......' my heart... It hurts more than I tough, honesty... nobody like 2 be hurt like this, I know I'm not a pretty girl, not popular,don't have much friends, but I'm also a ppl, I also have parent's that raised me, I also will felt hurt by them, so I really hope they can stop it......
