Irritated

Have you ever felt like,
"Hey I want that also",
but you can"t buy it after a long search?
I meant like SOLD OUT?
What The?
That feels totally not good,
I even hate this kind of situation happen on myself,
How can  it be truth?
It's like the god is playing a game with you,
when you want the book,
the book is SOLD OUT,
but when you don"t want the book,
there's always everywhere you can see,
Seriously?
If this is a game,
I'll be mad,
but sadly it's not  and also it's my life,
This just make me grumpy,
have no feel to do revision on that subject,
Hey?I'm a easily disturb girl,
I can't do revision when I din't have the book,condition,or even the room,
It's not my fault to be like this,
I HATE IT.