It's so complicated...

Maybe a few month's ago someone purpose 2 me,
that's my first time that someone purpose 2 me,
i felt so...
I rejected him because I felt complicated,
his in the same schulz with me in primary schulz but were not in the same class,
I can even say we juz know each other exist in the schulz,
Last year I still din't transfer 2 Chan Wa branch,
but last year wasn't a gud year for me also,
this year I juz transfer 2 branch and OMG i'm in the noisiest class in the schulz,
n also same class as him...at start were not so close 1,
but after the chat we had on FB,
we get close n someday he juz msg me and say I love u....
after that...i juz ignoring him n try 2 not be so close with him,
but lately he told me n say I don't like you anymore,
I like another girl already,
suddenly...i juz felt like nothing...
the feeling is hard 2 describe tough,
the reason that i rejected him because I can't confirm my feeling,
duh..i'm the first time 2 have somebody purpose 2 me...
I have no confidence in the relationship also,
because i and him are also a Sagittarius,
2 Sagittarius r not suppose 2 be together,
n now I'm back with my lonely life,
I always ask myself...WHAT IS LOVE?
WHO WILL BE THE 1 FOR ME?
CAN I ACCEPT HIM?
DO I LIKE HIM?
I juz felt so foolish,
sometimes i juz felt like disappearing in their lifes,
run away 2 another country n start a new life,
but can i really do it?
IT'S JUZ SO COMPLICATED...arg